Today I went to barber,
I asked for shorter hair for military service, but no bald nor a buzzcut.
I got "not-so-short buzzcut that's supposed to be flattop but isn't".
Feels odd? Not much hair...
The service starts 13th July in a couple weeks.
But before I'm off to mediterranean vacation on Mallorca.
Fun happy sunshine & rainbows!! XD
Will be leaving there Friday morning.

Today was also an anniversary.
One whole year has passed since I ate that cursed 5-leaf clover!
I thought all crap would've ended today, but Nooo...
My dentist should've finally had my toothgap fixed today as she promised,
but unfortunately all dentists are plain evil,
the procedure has to go on for longer, bla bla bla!
FUCK YOU!
She is the reason why the tooth is missing!
She pulled it out only because it was few millimeters in a wrong place!
Now I have had to pay for her tormenting me!
It doesn't feel nice when someone "saws" your teeth...
I hate dentist & I promise when I'm done with this I'll never go there again!
My teeth were better than 90% of population before.
...I think they have made everything just worse...
Oh & more happy news!
The doctor dentist also told me that because I have really good coagulation,
I'll propably die not in a year or two, but after in myocardial infarction or something.
...I always thought that having great coagulation was a good thing.
All my wounds heal incredibly fast, but oh great I'm going to die due to that.
Oh and I let her pull my teeth out because she convinced me that it would cause Spinal disc herniation. I bet they only want to keep their customers, to get as much money as possible. It's a conspiracy... ...Against me...
Hopefully this was just unlyckyness's final strike?

I've been remembering my dreams quite good lately so I thought that I'd start a DREAM JOURNAL here on dA? Some of these late dreams have been so great I could do really good comics out of them, but unfortunately I have been kinda unmotivated lately... I think I'm suffering from my very first real Artblock?
...there's no such thing really?!
But yes...

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DREAM JOURNAL:
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1.
I don't remember anymore when I saw this dream.
But it was a few weeks back.
I was walking in Helsinki, capital of Finland.
It was a pretty summerday & I was lost.
Imagine, lost in your own hometown?!
Everything seemed so different, strange and bigger.
I had to find my way to local mall, why?
I just felt like it.
But then I walked pass an old cathedral near market-square.
It wasn't the same, I looked at it
& recoqnised it was the optional version of how it could've been done.
The version that was never made.
I realized it was a dream.
I remembered that I have never flown in my dreams,
so I climbed up on a concrete platform.
I placed my hands on my sides like it would've been really areodynamic & jumped.
I couldn't fly but I jumped really far like everytime.
Falling down from such height was more like gliding.
I tried to see how my hand position would affect the gliding & changed it.
I glode down uncontrolled and then I woke up.

2.
I'm not sure is there somekind of meaning behind this,
but there has been a crow or a raven in my dreams.
There was a time this blackbird entered almost all my dreams.
It could've been anykind of dream,
Whenever I noticed the blackbird the dream change.
Once it attacked me so I had to jump out of the window.
Sometimes I didn't bother it & sometimes it chased me.
It was merely a harmless thing, it didn't really affect my dream quality.
Birds have never really liked me in reality.
Barnacle geese attack me, seagulls attack me & once a crow kept stalking me...
I'm not like afraid of birds.
...or am I? They can't really do anything to me?

3.
This wasn't really a dream,
but more of a idea for a comic I could do?
-Person?: Your nose is so funny, it should make a honk noise?
Person? touches other gals nose and it makes a sound like "honk",
person? smiles in a crazy kind of way.
-Person?: NO! It should make duckie sound!
Person? pushes the nose again and it makes a duck-like sound,
~manical smile!
-Person?: Err...
Person? suddenly stops pushing the nose realizing it is broken,
other person becomes extremely saddened in a comical way.

I'll be adding more dreams in the next Journal entry,
though it migh not be anytime soon?

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TAG:
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I got tagged by ~BLACK-CROWN
I have done it like two times already but what the heck?
1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 8 people and post their icons ~ No way nuh-uh!
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG BACKS
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1) I like fruities and vegetabloids.
2) I apreciate honesty.
3) Red's mah favorite color, DRAW RED THINGS!
4) I'm a positive person.
5) I can catch fly alive within my fist.
6) I need more human contacts!
7) Lying low is good for soul.
8) I think glasses make gurls pretty.

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Hmmm...
I can't come up with anything else right now.
Well this journal is quite long as it is?
Have a good time & don't desert me even though I can't come here so often anymore. They can't keep me in service forever.
It'll propably last 12 months,
but my first holidays from the service should be in three weeks from the start.
So... I'll have my first freedays in the beginning of October.
I'm sure I'll manage some time for drawing too.
If I find my motivation somewhere?
Umm...
Have a productive day or night! ^______^"

Cash-Berry out!!!